Not long ago, We had a little group of friends, That got along well, They were the best friends, When you struggled and you weaped, they would weap with you, because they know that they are a friend, I miss those times, because we'd be, the happiest of them all, And even though they're gone, they left a special bond, in the, back of my mind, The back of my mind, yeah If a river of tears soon emerged, We'd build up a dam, If a heart was shattered, We'd pick it up, Those were the times I had when, Everyone was optimistic, And free, And free. We'd play games, on the Field of dreams where everyone played away, It was a blast, in the universe of pain, and misery, where everyone got along, Summer was a speed bump, In the everyday flow of, happiness and smiles, happiness and smiles, If a river of tears soon emerged, We'd build up a dam, If a heart was shattered, We'd pick it up, Those were the times I had when, Everyone was optimistic, And free, And free. If a river of tears soon emerged, We'd build up a dam, If a heart was shattered, We'd pick it up, Those were the times I had when, Everyone was optimistic, And free, And free. Goodbye world, Goodbye friends, you were the best, you were the best, See you in my mind, Peace, peace, peace, yeah

Do you think that I'm an inspiration? Do I have a bad reputation? Question turn into answers half the time, Not for me anymore. Sparks turn into dust, Flames turn into rust, Where does this leave me?

My life has turned for the worst, My friends think that I'm cursed, Everytime I get this pain, Feels like I'm tied to a chain, Getting picked up with a crane and then, wasting my life on you, People change too much, and it feels fake, Guess it's the price you pay for the time you take, I never see you around anymore, Just closed windows, and empty doors, I missed you before, but now I'm just, wasting my life on you. MIND: *Maybe we should go out, Maybe you should sit down, Maybe I should be good, Or just do what you should, Go and give me a smile, Will that take a while? For the things that you did, When I was a kid* Mistakes, Mistakes, Mistakes, Mistakes

Sinking ships, And Cherry Lips, There is not no difference. We know your secrets, We know your past, But we don't your answers, I would trust you, But I don't have a clue, What you've been up to. Maybe this is why, Nobody says hi, All your past kills your identity And sinking ships, With cherry lips, ahhhhhhhh

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Here is my life, With open eyes, and open hearts, Dying to get out of a hole filled with broken glass and dreams, No panic buttons around, Only good luck charms, and thoughts. Even the old fellow wouldn't trust me, If my life depended on it, With lies and secrets too tough to handle, It soon splurged out of my hands, and out to the people, I love, Love, That's another thing, It's a disease aiming for the heart, Knowing that futures will not be what you want, What you will, What you are, So be careful, my mind says, It's a different world, Dark and cold everywhere, But it's better than a life, Filled with lies and fear, Escaping the fact that nobody is perfect, I thought that was who I am, Who I was, Who I will never be, But that doesn't mean you are too, Even people on the street wouldn't notice you like they notice me, Even If their life depended on it, But for me, my life does depend on it, Look where I am now, and look where I will be in the future, Do you see a difference? No, thats what I thought. So go back your hotshot world and get out of my crappy life before it takes over you, and your family, Because my sickness is contagious, Even money can't fix the virus, Only the addiction, Which is too far away for me, This empty cup, This empty hole, Those empty hearts, Passing by me, Not giving a damn whether I am hurt or sorry, So enjoy your life. It's a different world, Dark and cold everywhere, But it's better than a life, Filled with lies and fear, So yes, my life isn't perfect, but don't be sorry, This was who I was going to be in the first place. Time is a difficult thing, It plays tricks, like a magician, but I'm no magician, I'm just a guy who wanted to be good, but soon, everything was better, and still is better, always will be better, So farewell, whoever can hear me.

BEGINNING *Random words, will always remain hidden* Red walls everywhere, Watching me fall whenever I'm drunk, Singing this song again, Paranoia strikes and.. Paranoia is fear, Fear is watching me clear, *Left Side* SO WHEN I AM DEAD AND SCARED OUT OF MY MIND, YOU'LL BE HEARING THIS SONG, AND NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW, WHAT YOU WERE, SO GOODBYE. *Right Side* OH MY GOD! HELP! PANIC ATTACK! SUMMER! SUMMER!

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Where do i stand on line? Did i cross or is it mine? I went too far, and it's alright. It can't undo, but please don't cry. Why can't I blink? Why can't I think? This is all a blur. He went down, with a shot, Lucky me, I got caught, So here come the Evil Wizards I'm not a, perfect guy, But I can't, tell a lie, So maybe truth is my suicide, So now, I'm sorry for now.

These glowing trees are mean't for, Giving off our needs, For me it gives off wants, And my wants are real, Abandoned and dramatized, The story of my life, I'm moving into another home where I belong. Goodbye world, Goodbye friends, See you in my mind. Peace.

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